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hey [Jan. 30th, 2007|03:04 pm]
We Love You~A Community for Those Left Behind

silent_grieving

[inhereyesifall]

...although i'm extremely good with words, i'm at a complete lack for them right now...

i'm 25/f/go to school in upstate NY...

...my ex girlfriend's best friend killed himself a few days ago....he was my age, actually. and just...yah. 
i can offer my support and say i'll go to the wake/funeral, but that of course is a very personal thing and i won't be offended if they don't want me to be there....

watching this...still being in the same house as my ex g/f, while all this goes on( friends coming over to drink/grieve); is quite the dichotomy. on the one hand, im her ex g/f and good friend, and on the other hand, i've been where D was...and it's so scary to see *exactly* how it would be if god forbid, anything happened to me. 

its jolting to say the least. this happened a few days, and i was the pillar of strength until last night. 

tom-> trying to get her brother to sing "Free Fallin'"

i just broke down, hard core. and i felt like i was invading their right to greive, by crying myself. ( they, as closer friends/family) but M's uncle said no ,and said just to let it all out. tom petty definitely helped with that...

love and empathy to all...

sorry im usually way more put together than this.

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[User Picture]From: inhereyesifall
2007-03-01 06:06 pm (UTC)

hey

thank you so much..i seriously apprecicate the response...sorry, i didnt really check it a lot lately...

* add me if you want* =p

norabear
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